Nemocycles

This is what it must feel like to have a heart attack... Chest pounding, sweat dripping and eyes wide open. I know this room, I hear the birds signing their song outside, I am not having a heart attack. It was just a bad dream. I can't get the image of me squeezing the life out of my child in a crowded airport by the conveyor belt. See, just a few minutes ago, we had arrived at this foreign place and we were tired and couldn't wait to get our luggage and move on to the next leg of journey. The exhaustion didn't keep his curiosity at bay, to some extent, I worried that he suffered from FoMo, ( Fear of Missing Out ) and his little eyes were darting from up to down left to right, up and down. His little mouth could barely stay closed. I must have taken my eyes off him for a split second to grab a bag and when I turned back he was gone! Truth is, when I found out I was going to be a mother, I was afraid I would not make a good one, and the day I went into labor, I was afr

How do I know when its real? A lot of us keep wondering when we will know when its real. We stay in hurtful or un-fulfilling relationships as we wait for a sign or for the right guy/girl to come along. We play along, we pretend, we lie...we string people along, play with their hearts and feelings because we are unsure of what we feel or are unaware of the reality of the relationship that we are in. In all honesty, if you do not want to be with someone then just leave. They say it is better to be alone than to be with someone who brings nothing but hurt. If it real, then you don't just make a promise to someone, you will go out of your way to keep them. You will stay committed to this person even when it is boring or when the grass seems greener on the other side. When its real, its not a task waking up next to that person for the rest of your life. When its real, its not enough to put a ring on her finger and give her a title and your last name. They become the best they can fo

But you say that you love her... By Trent Shelton But you say that you love her, You always apologize but your actions stay the same Yet truthfully you are the reason why the girl is still rehearsing pain You play with her heart With no remorse in your soul to manipulate her heart, Has to be your hearts goal, But you say that you love her right? Every time she leaves that's when you do right Dreams of love bring her to fall down so tears fly her midnight, You had your fun because we know that's where the truth resides But you make her feel like she's over reacting So your guilt becomes captain to your lies But you say that you love her right? Trust, love, loyalty... How could she ever believe in those things again? Hurt probably channeled her mind to think that the world consists of a bunch of unfaithful men So you say that you love her But do you really believe that's true Because if you love her like you say bro, You wouldn't treat her like

I listen to my heart break, I listen as it shatters and pains, I wonder how much it will take, To put it back in place, I wipe my tears from my face, Hope that I can go away from this place, And in the morning when I wake, I pray for strength to face this day.

Phenomenal Woman By Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Pheno

I wish the best for you, I wish you love, I wish you good health, I wish the very best for you... I wish you could see yourself through my eyes, See just how  perfect you look to me, Just how lovely and beautiful is that smile, I wish the very best for you... I wish I could validate all of my best days, So that I can erase all of your fears, So that I can dry all of your tears, I wish the very best for you.. I know sometimes good intentions do not come across well, I know sometimes what you want is no what you get, I pray that life keeps throwing a bunch of bliss at you, I wish the very best for you... I give you my heart, And promise to love, Forget the past and all the hurt, I wish the very best for you....