Do Not Be Afraid...

I sit here waiting to see your face, waiting to see the love or anger that is in your eyes. Those eyes that could light a thousand nights. I sit here and hope for your kiss, either one filled with love or anger doesn't matter I know I can't live without it. I sit here and your touch I miss, so much my life feels lonely and empty without it. I sit here and hope to smell your scent, that sweet fragrance that reminds me of flowers and calms my mind. I sit here and think of the hole in my whole whenever you are way. I think about what a  meaningless mess my life would be if you were not seating here across me. I sit here and think about how you are all that I want, I think of how hard it is for you to believe that a love like this could exist. I sit here and think of the silly fights, how a day without talking to you feels like music without sound. I think about the moment of introduction, about your charm and seduction. I wonder if the moments we are together, are as much a rush for you as it is for me. I wonder if you are caught up in this mess, in this hopeless confusion. I think about the fears that someday we might come to lose. Sometimes I fail to see, how complete I feel in your arms. I get angry sometimes, at the misery and unattainable thoughts of happiness that may haunt us sometimes. I try, to be myself, sometimes I even try to let all my insecurities go. I know sometimes it seems, that there is nothing left, in such times I will try, be be your rock and your strength. I know, the future is not for us to see, but together a lifetime we can make.

I sit here and hope to see your face, to look into your eyes. For in your eyes I see hope, I see love...